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Early November. We’ve had a late fall, and the weather remains warm. The trees whose branches touch to form a golden tunnel each year over Ave. de Lorimier have dropped their leaves, but in the interior of Parc Lafontaine the autumn colors are still at their peak. Last Thursday evening I left my house at 5 pm and walked through the park, where the late afternoon light filtered through the yellow and red leaves as if through a silky, patterned umbrella. How can I describe the tenderness of this northern autumn light, as the day gently gives way to evening? Like a melancholy song heard from afar, it is blue, diffuse, and soft, but multiplies the intensity of all colors before gradually dying away.

In Iceland this light began much earlier in the afternoon. One day, when J. and I had taken off on bikes, we noticed the sun beginning to go down around 3 pm, and decided we should start thinking about heading back home. But we had judged the signs wrongly. There, so much closer to the Arctic Circle, sunset takes forever. We rode home, and several hours later, still in daylight, Elsa and Hörður suggested a walk to the top of the hill in back of their house, where we stood together, looking over Reykjavik toward the ocean. Even at seven pm the kind of low, glancing light we recognize here as day’s final signal still illuminated our faces, and turned the eroded slopes of Mt. Esja, in the distance, into folds of gold and blue.

Last night it was raining lightly, and the wet pavement reflected the sky and branches in the spaces between its pasted mosaic of leaves. I walked down the park’s long formal <em>allée</em> of trees toward the fountain, which was turned off for the winter a week or two ago, and then went left along the path above the first of the park’s two serpentine lakes, both drained now to reveal pebbled basins coated with green algae.

Just a few weeks ago, the park would have been full of people, on benches and blankets, catching the last warmth of summer, and the sounds of guitars and African drums would have mingled with children’s voices shrieking with pleasure as they threw bread to obligingly-eager flocks of ducks and gulls. Today, the paths were nearly empty, and the birds gone. I passed a handsome man with tousled grey hair and a brown leather jacket, riding home on his bicycle, and, at the northern end of the drained lake, a much younger man walked a small dog clad in a dog-coat so brilliantly yellow it mocked the trees.

I passed in front of the park’s new cafe-resto, shut tight, its oversize terracotta planters empty now, and stepped onto the path above the lower lake. Here, at last, were the ducks and gulls, splashing in the remaining pool of shallow water. A larger shape stood poised at the top of this pool, and, squinting now in the low light, I saw that it was a great blue heron, an opportunist no doubt drawn here by easy fishing for trapped minnows, or maybe goldfish. One night, returning home in the opposite direction, I’d seen a school of them in the light cast by a streetlamp, shimmering beneath the dark surface like shreds of copper foil. Now the heron presided over his domain: the lord of the manor calmly watching the squabbling peasants, his slate-blue coat turned up at the collar against a north wind.

At the end of the park, I waited for the stoplight and then crossed, keeping out of the way of the cyclists coming off the bike path on rue Cherrier. A young woman waited there for her bus. Tall and slender, with her black hair piled in an elegant knot atop her head, she wore a long black trenchcoat with a cinched waist, and black high-heeled boots. She held an oversized umbrella, the kind golfers use, with an outer border of black and an inner circle of alternating trapezoids of black, and a brown that matched the color of the face that it framed. Calmly, she waited, every now and then raising a cigarette that trailed across this background of black, like a lecturer’s piece of chalk.

I had been on my way to the Sherbrooke metro station to catch a train for a 6 pm choir rehearsal at the cathedral. But, after checking my watch, I walked on, mesmerized by the falling light, all the way to the center of the city.

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Watching Strokkur erupt — photo by J.

That was the apt subject line of a letter from my friend G, after reading my "Fire and Brimstone" account of the hot springs and geysers in Iceland. In his letter, he described a trip to Yellowstone National Park, and how different his experience of similar phenomenon had been. I've revised my previous post to include his comments, and have also added two photographs from J. showing Elsa and me watching Strokkur erupt (above)– and an eruption itself. And I'm submitting the whole revised post for this month's anniversary issue of the Language/Place Blog Carnival, hosted by the incomparable Dorothee Lang,  whose subject is "Streets, Signs, Directions." Please take a look, and visit the blog carnival when this issue is published at the end of the month — I think it's one of the most interesting projects of its kind right now.

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My morning porch is a terrace, open to the street but semi-hidden behind a hedge, shadowed but adorned with begonias, lantana, coleus. Out here early with my coffee and the baby spiders swaying on their strands of silk, I watch the sun struggling through clouds that split and rise from the St. Lawrence, casting the first bright rays of light through the trees. Morning comes with an effort, like our summer that's barely begun. The sounds of the city build slowly too: the traffic coming off Pont Jacques Cartier, the clank of bike locks against metal frames passing over bumps, the feet of a runner, crows shouting over the incessant chirps of sparrows. Three-quarters of an hour ago, when I first came out, the birds dominated but now it's wheels, and the occasional murmur of human voices.

J. rose early and went off to take photographs in the Old City and port. I stayed in bed a little while longer, and then got up, lit a candle, did a bit of meditation, took my calcium and vitamins, made my coffee and some oatmeal. I love the mornings when I can unfold slowly, like the day itself, and just watch, just listen.

It's Canada Day today, and also Moving Day, when leases are up and people change apartments. Just now a small local moving van has pulled up outside, and if I went down any of the nearby streets the scene would be repeated: men in white t-shirts rolling up the back doors of the vans, taking out blankets, standing together staring at large objects before the collective heft. Yesterday we watched three men wrestling a full-size refrigerator three flights up one of the city's outdoor, metal spiral staircases. Terrible, and typical. Before the light changed and we moved on, we saw the man carrying the most weight move to the outside of the railing, and three more men – strangers – gathering below, hands lifted helplessly into the air.

Last year at this time, we were moving too, and I find myself reluctant to think back over the experience. It's over, thank God, and here I am in Canada on Canada Day, wondering what that means, or if it even means anything. I've crossed a border, ever more fortified and regulated, so many times I can't count, and yet I've felt more and more free, less burdened by material things, and by concepts of myself that weighed even more. I used to know who I was, if you had asked me. Now I know both more and less. I can tell you that the leaves on the poplars, way up there, are dancing in the wind like sequins, each one sewn on by a thin green thread.

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Longtime readers of this blog may remember that I've written before about the tiny house movement — a proposition for radically downsizing and building houses with a very small footprint – no larger than, say, 300 square feet. A lot of them are much smaller than that – less than 100 square feet – usually with a loft for sleeping and clever solutions for bathrooms, kitchens, and power.

Most of these houses are owner-built; some are constructed from prefab components; some from recycled or free materials; some are even built on trailers so that, like a turtle, you can take your house with you when you decide to live someplace else! All are just waiting for handmade innovations and off-the-grid, and low- or no-tax living.

As for many people, these buildings appeal to me not so much as a primary dwelling but for their hobbit-house-like coziness, their energy efficiency and environmental sanity, and the privacy of having one's own minimal but comfortable shelter in the woods. They seem like the epitome of less-is-more.

Lately I've been looking at what people have done recently, and I've found there's a lot more on the web about this than when I first got interested. The guru of the tiny house movement is arguably Jay Shafer, who has been building and extolling the virtues of these little houses since the late 1990s. His company, Tumbleweed Tiny Houses, sells plans and already-built houses of less than 140 sq ft.

Catskills-Gingerbread-House-150x150Michael Jantzen's blog Tiny House Design and associated newsletter, Tiny House Living, is the best place I've found to keep up with what's happening in this movement. For instance, here's a post on his design for a free house made from recycled pallets.

 The New York Times even got into the act recently, with this feature on small houses including a gingerbread cottage makeover of a hunting cabin (left) which is way too twee for me.

I was most pleased, though, (and amused) to see the video embedded at the top of this post, about Vermont tiny house builder Peter King. Peter is soooo Vermont, and it makes me happy to see and hear him extol the best of what makes/made my former home state unique.

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Yesterday was our anniversary, and as is our tradition, we spent a good part of it outdoors exploring someplace new. This time we put our bikes on our new car rack and went to the national park on the Iles de Boucherville in the middle of the St. Lawrence river, only a few miles from the city. (If you visit the link, be sure to watch the video, even if you don't speak French, for an introduction to typical Quebec emotive discourse, courtesy of the park service's Marie-Helene.)

There's a series of three islands that are part of the park, each one increasingly remote, and 20 km of cycling trails. The first island has a fairly conventional parking lot and under-the-trees picque-nique sites, but that's as far as cars are allowed. After a short bike ride or walk you come to a channel that divides this island from its next neighbor, and can only be crossed by a solar-powered ferry. So after a short wait, you and your bike-rising or pedestrian friends are taken across the water and can set off on a circuit around the second island (which contains a golf course, and an interior which is farmland), or head out to the last island, Ile Grosbois. As we were riding along a large cornfield on the second island, we passed the old city center of Boucherville on the southern shore, with its heavy stone river wall, tall church spire, and Hotel-de-Ville, all made of the same grey stone, when the church bells rang out at 4:00 pm, and it felt like something that has been happening every Saturday for at least three centuries, calling the faithful out of the fields.

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The third island is reached by a narrow bridge. We went all the way out to the end, and then rode back along the northern shore, which is marshy and much quieter; the islands on the northern side of this one are protected wild sanctuaries with no public traffic at all, with a quiet channel and marshy areas inbetween, so this is the area where migratory birds and native waterfowl hang out. Once we figured all this out, we know the areas we want to go back to; there's a tower that functions as a blind and would be an excellent place to spend a fall midweek afternoon, when I'm quite sure we'd be nearly the only people on the island. As it was, we only saw three or four other people all the time we were on the third island.

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We didn't see any exotic species yesterday: gulls, sandpipers, cormorants, and various songbirds from warblers and goldfinches to swallows. And we finally saw one of the small deer from the herds which are resident to the islands. The fields we rode along were bordered with goldenrod, purple asters, tansy, and thistles, and the birds and insects were very happy — so was I. What a remarkable sanctuary – and so close to home!

Eighty-degree days have brought summer nights. Slow-moving fireflies appear and reappear over pale moonlit peonies and wild roses in our Vermont garden; the air is damp and still and scented with cut grass, or hay if you venture beyond the edges of the village.

On our last night in Montreal this week we met friends for a picnic at Lac aux Castors – Beaver Lake – on the far side of Parc Mont Royal. Schools of overgrown goldfish shimmered under the surface as we walked around the man-made lake. Groups of Hasidic children – the girls in long dresses, the boys in white shirts and black suits, wearing yarmulkes and long sidelocks – played not far from their mothers. We went to the far side, on the sloping lawn, and sat under a tree waiting for our friends, while an Asian man and his child flew a big kite and a group of Rastafarians set up a picnic on a nearby table. A middle-aged man rode up on his bicycle, sat on the grass, and smoked a large joint; a cop rode by on his own bicycle, paying no attention at all. Couples read, ate, walked through the trees, slept in each other’s arms. Our friends arrived and we shared a picnic of cheese, bread, wine, stuffed grape leaves, kibbeh, strawberries.The sun set; the man with the bicycle watched it through outstretched fingers, held in front of his eyes. We tossed a frisbee, talked, drank the remaining wine.

Music wafted from the pavilion on the other side of the lake, and we could see a large group of people gathering on the terrace outside. "It’s folk dancing," we finally decided, and since we all needed to go home in that direction, we walked around the lake again and stopped to watch the dancers, perhaps fifty in all, arranged in a circle, holding hands. In the center was the teacher, a diminutive French woman in a white blouse and full, knee-length, dark blue skirt; she wore white ankle socks and what looked like tap shoes, with low heels and a strap across the instep. Diana and watched for one dance, and then got up and joined the circle. I concentrated hard, trying to understand the instructions and imitate the teacher’s movements. It had seemed to me, as I listened, that the group was mostly Jewish, and much of the music Israeli, but the dance we were learning then was French. The dancers joined hands and we moved to the right, letting go, turning backwards, rejoining, then putting out hands on each others’ shoulders and making steps forward and back, dipping down on one leg. Again and again we began, following her words, and then the music. "Un; deux; vit-vit-vit," she intoned, smiling, "avance; l’arrière; maintenant à gauche…" The dance ended; we let go; it was time to leave. The music was still playing as we made our way to the car.


Last night, on a hilltop in Vermont, we had dinner with an old friend. There had been deer in the meadow when we drove up, and they had watched us, only their alert ears visible above the tall grass. We had drinks outside, until the black flies drove us in, and then ate cold potato-leek soup and curried chicken, bread, salad. I cut up fresh peaches and strawberries for dessert, and we went into the living room with the bookshelves full of music and the old, black Steinway, and talked about old times and people, and then watched a DVD of our friend’s music  – a violin concerto and a piano concerto – being performed earlier this year in Moscow. On previous visits, over the past year and a half, he had played me parts of the concerti from the unfinished scores; it was wonderful to see and hear the music played by virtuoso performers, and watch our friend come onto the stage at the Rachmininoff Recital Hall, beaming.

We walked to our car across the black back lawn, under the trees, and emerged beneath a sky ablaze with stars. Heat lightening pulsed along the horizon; the only sounds those of late-night birds and insects. We leaned against the car and silently gazed overhead; fireflies danced in the bushes, accompanying the memories slipping back into place, like pages of a just-studied picture-book now being turned carefully from the back to the front before being replaced on the shelf. "Some things last much longer than you, and some much less," the night seemed to say. "So be here, now."

From Afton, we drove to Coventry.
On that road my father pointed out a house he had built in the 1950s, when he
oversaw a construction crew that was part of the real estate development side
of my grandfather’s business. “Do you want to go back and look at it closely?”
I asked; we had already passed it quickly.

“No,” he said, cheerfully. “I just wanted to show you. I
wasn’t even sure it was on this road.”

We were already into unfamiliar terrain, and not certain of
the right back roads between the various villages we intended to visit. “I used
to know all these roads like the back of my hand,” my father mused, as we
stopped at one unmarked crossroads and peered in each direction.

“That was a while ago now,” I said. “If you don’t drive
around the county every day, you’re going to forget – and this is at the other
end from the more familiar part. But I don’t suppose there’s a map in the glove
compartment?”

He opened the cabinet and rummaged around; no map. “It’s OK,
we’ll stop and ask people,” he said. “I’m not proud.”

It had been exactly a week since his knee replacement
surgery, and although the pain was still constant, he was able to keep his leg
down – as it was now – for longer periods of time. Still, every now and then
his leg contracted in a muscle spasm that made his whole body jerk and his face
contort. I looked over with consternation as he hit his good thigh with a fist
while the spasm continued, and then subsided. “Do you want me to stop?” I
asked.

“No. It’s OK,” he said. “it’s going away.”

We arrived in Greene and drove down one side of the large
cemetery where my father’s eldest brother is buried. “So how did Aunt Doris
describe the location?” I asked.

“She didn’t.”

“What do you mean?”

“She couldn’t describe it. She didn’t know how to tell me.”

“Great. So what shall we do?”

“It’s up on the top somewhere, the new part on the far side.
She said to go in by the building. What building? Does she mean that thing?” He
pointed out the window at a structure.

“Beats me.” By then we had turned a corner and were going
along the southern end of the cemetery. A crowd was gathered under some trees
in the interior, and Kate Smith’s voice blared, distorted, through
loudspeakers, singing “God Bless America.”
Smaller groups of people were moving through other parts of the cemetery, doing
the same thing we were: visiting family graves. We decided to turn around and
go back to the top of the hill, where we entered the cemetery near a building
and slowly made our way over the narrow gravel roads toward the newer part. I
looked out the window, scanning the headstones, and stopped: “Dienhart, ” I
read.

My father looked puzzled. “What’s that?”

“Isn’t it one of Aunt Doris’s family names? I’m going to get
out and look.”

There was a row of graves with individual markers, all
arranged near a larger headstone with the family name. I noticed one married
couple, Fred Dienhart and Betty Gross, and stuck me head back in the car
window. “Betty Gross,” I repeated.

My father brightened immediately. “That’s Doris’s
maiden name.”

“I thought so.” I went back and looked again for my uncle’s
name in the family plot: nothing. I came back to the car and got into the
driver’s seat. “Well, there are single red geraniums on all those graves. I’d
say she’s been here. But no Uncle Porter.” In the distance, shots were fired,
and a trumpeter played taps.

It was getting hot. We drove to the top of the cemetery,
asking a few knowledgeable people for help, to no avail. We looked more and
more aimlessly out the windows. People were starting to stream toward the
eastern side; the ceremonies were over. “OK, let’s forget it,” my father said,
abruptly. “We’re not going to find him today. Go down there and we can get out
and not run into the crowd.”

We left the cemetery and turned onto the main road; the
traffic came to a halt. I heard a “rum-rum-ta-TUM” ahead of us to the right,
and started to laugh. “Oh-oh, Dad,” I said. “Bad timing.”

“What the hell…” he said, as we watched a group of veterans,
in various military uniforms, march rag-tag out of the cemetery behind a color
guard bearing flags. Behind them came an ambulance and some fire engines, and
then the high school marching band in full uniforms, playing a Sousa march. Next came another set of flags, and some smaller heads.

“Look, even the cub scouts!” I said, glancing sideways at my
father’s face.

“I’ll be damned,” he said. “We’re not going to get out of
here for an hour.”

“Sure we will,” I said, amused. How many Memorial Day parades had I marched in as a kid? The
first one as a second-grader with Mrs. Thompson’s brownie troop, then later
with the girl scouts, and from sixth grade with the marching band… The
sight of the Greene band took me back, in their old-fashioned green wool
uniforms, trimmed with white, just like the ones I remembered them wearing at
all the old-home-day parades and dusty county fairgrounds where our bands
competed against each other through the endless summers of central New York in the 1960s. My
parents had come to nearly every parade, every competition, waiting patiently
on hot sidewalks or fairground racetrack grandstands to cheer as we marched by.
No wonder this little parade, with its drumbeats that made my heart beat faster
and my head arch to get a better view, loomed like a potential Rose Bowl to
my father.

The traffic started to move, following the parade into town.
A flagman up ahead was waving cars to the right. “Shall we bail?” I asked.

“Yep. It’s a long way around to Rt. 12, but we don’t have
much choice.”

“What’s this road?”

“The back road to Oxford.”

“OK,” I said, and we headed up the road and out of town. As we picked up speed he glanced down and pointed silently to the stick shift. I shifted into fifth, and gave him a withering look: he’d never stop telling me how to drive. He grinned. I
saw houses and farms that I’d seen before. “All right,"I said, "I think I know where I
am now.”

“Good,” he said, and fell asleep.

From Afton, we drove to Coventry.
On that road my father pointed out a house he had built in the 1950s, when he
oversaw a construction crew that was part of the real estate development side
of my grandfather’s business. “Do you want to go back and look at it closely?”
I asked; we had already passed it quickly.

“No,” he said, cheerfully. “I just wanted to show you. I
wasn’t even sure it was on this road.”

We were already into unfamiliar terrain, and not certain of
the right back roads between the various villages we intended to visit. “I used
to know all these roads like the back of my hand,” my father mused, as we
stopped at one unmarked crossroads and peered in each direction.

“That was a while ago now,” I said. “If you don’t drive
around the county every day, you’re going to forget – and this is at the other
end from the more familiar part. But I don’t suppose there’s a map in the glove
compartment?”

He opened the cabinet and rummaged around; no map. “It’s OK,
we’ll stop and ask people,” he said. “I’m not proud.”

It had been exactly a week since his knee replacement
surgery, and although the pain was still constant, he was able to keep his leg
down – as it was now – for longer periods of time. Still, every now and then
his leg contracted in a muscle spasm that made his whole body jerk and his face
contort. I looked over with consternation as he hit his good thigh with a fist
while the spasm continued, and then subsided. “Do you want me to stop?” I
asked.

“No. It’s OK,” he said. “it’s going away.”

We arrived in Greene and drove down one side of the large
cemetery where my father’s eldest brother is buried. “So how did Aunt Doris
describe the location?” I asked.

“She didn’t.”

“What do you mean?”

“She couldn’t describe it. She didn’t know how to tell me.”

“Great. So what shall we do?”

“It’s up on the top somewhere, the new part on the far side.
She said to go in by the building. What building? Does she mean that thing?” He
pointed out the window at a structure.

“Beats me.” By then we had turned a corner and were going
along the southern end of the cemetery. A crowd was gathered under some trees
in the interior, and Kate Smith’s voice blared, distorted, through
loudspeakers, singing “God Bless America.”
Smaller groups of people were moving through other parts of the cemetery, doing
the same thing we were: visiting family graves. We decided to turn around and
go back to the top of the hill, where we entered the cemetery near a building
and slowly made our way over the narrow gravel roads toward the newer part. I
looked out the window, scanning the headstones, and stopped: “Dienhart, ” I
read.

My father looked puzzled. “What’s that?”

“Isn’t it one of Aunt Doris’s family names? I’m going to get
out and look.”

There was a row of graves with individual markers, all
arranged near a larger headstone with the family name. I noticed one married
couple, Fred Dienhart and Betty Gross, and stuck me head back in the car
window. “Betty Gross,” I repeated.

My father brightened immediately. “That’s Doris’s
maiden name.”

“I thought so.” I went back and looked again for my uncle’s
name in the family plot: nothing. I came back to the car and got into the
driver’s seat. “Well, there are single red geraniums on all those graves. I’d
say she’s been here. But no Uncle Porter.” In the distance, shots were fired,
and a trumpeter played taps.

It was getting hot. We drove to the top of the cemetery,
asking a few knowledgeable people for help, to no avail. We looked more and
more aimlessly out the windows. People were starting to stream toward the
eastern side; the ceremonies were over. “OK, let’s forget it,” my father said,
abruptly. “We’re not going to find him today. Go down there and we can get out
and not run into the crowd.”

We left the cemetery and turned onto the main road; the
traffic came to a halt. I heard a “rum-rum-ta-TUM” ahead of us to the right,
and started to laugh. “Oh-oh, Dad,” I said. “Bad timing.”

“What the hell…” he said, as we watched a group of veterans,
in various military uniforms, march rag-tag out of the cemetery behind a color
guard bearing flags. Behind them came an ambulance and some fire engines, and
then the high school marching band in full uniforms, playing a Sousa march. Next came another set of flags, and some smaller heads.

“Look, even the cub scouts!” I said, glancing sideways at my
father’s face.

“I’ll be damned,” he said. “We’re not going to get out of
here for an hour.”

“Sure we will,” I said, amused. How many Memorial Day parades had I marched in as a kid? The
first one as a second-grader with Mrs. Thompson’s brownie troop, then later
with the girl scouts, and from sixth grade with the marching band… The
sight of the Greene band took me back, in their old-fashioned green wool
uniforms, trimmed with white, just like the ones I remembered them wearing at
all the old-home-day parades and dusty county fairgrounds where our bands
competed against each other through the endless summers of central New York in the 1960s. My
parents had come to nearly every parade, every competition, waiting patiently
on hot sidewalks or fairground racetrack grandstands to cheer as we marched by.
No wonder this little parade, with its drumbeats that made my heart beat faster
and my head arch to get a better view, loomed like a potential Rose Bowl to
my father.

The traffic started to move, following the parade into town.
A flagman up ahead was waving cars to the right. “Shall we bail?” I asked.

“Yep. It’s a long way around to Rt. 12, but we don’t have
much choice.”

“What’s this road?”

“The back road to Oxford.”

“OK,” I said, and we headed up the road and out of town. As we picked up speed he glanced down and pointed silently to the stick shift. I shifted into fifth, and gave him a withering look: he’d never stop telling me how to drive. He grinned. I
saw houses and farms that I’d seen before. “All right,"I said, "I think I know where I
am now.”

“Good,” he said, and fell asleep.

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